911 First responders ‘pissed on’ AGAIN !

I just read the headlines that first responders are NOT invited to attend the 10th anniversary of 911. We will be denied access to the area. Many first responders, like me, are outraged.

My story:
On September 13th , 2001 I found a small hole in the bottom of a pit of rubble. I crawled inside and went 6 levels deeper..all the way to the flooded subways..this took a couple of hours to go one way. My respirator was clogged. I couldn’t get another one because the American Red Cross had kept the $750,000 worth of respirators, donated by 3M Corp, in their warehouse..for later sale. The president of 3M Corp told me that.

The 2nd and 3rd subterranean floors were still on fire. Black soot, jet fuel and eveything inside had been ‘particalized’ into the air. This thick gooey mess used my eyes, lungs, sinus and skin as a conduit for the poisons to fill my body. The laboratory tests showed a list 35 pages long of the most toxic poisons known to man..at levels up to 5,000X max normal. You can watch me search under the rubble by going to see one of my 100 rescue videos at youtube. I got sick but continued to go under the rubble until I passed out unconscious..too sick..to do anymore..I returned home on September 28th.

I spent 2 years close to death from my 911 injuries and ‘health issues’ continue to ‘rule’ my life. I continue to have 12 medical illnesses caused by toxins. At the worst point I had 47 simultaneous medical problems..symptoms. I couldn’t walk farther than 3 ft, I didn’t know my own name, I couldn’t speak, poison oozed out of my skin, I woke up ..everyday..vomiting with convulsions..etc..etc..etc..

I have been sick every day; since, September 13th, 2001. I moved to Cape Breton Island, Nova Scotia to be in a pristine environment..this reduced the frequency of my blackouts, whiteouts, immune system attacks, convulsions and cerebral edema attacks. I moved here for free medical treatment because I did not get 1 cent of compensation for a veritable mountain of medical treatment. I expected that the clean Cape Breton Island environment would allow me to live another 2 weeks. A NY Hospital offered to monitor my health with tests while I died. They got paid for the monitoring..but NO medical Treatment was to be provided.

I tried to get to 911 anniversaries on 3 previous occasions. I couldn’t make it. Pollution caused me to vomit, body swell, brain swell and on one occasion I would have died without an medical intervention.

Stubbornly, I had planned to go to the 10th anniversary ceremony…. possibly to help bring some closure to my 10 years of ‘living hell’ of pain and sickness. My wife did not want me to go..telling me that I will only get sicker again..and spend another month in bed..

Truly: The phrase ‘ADDING INSULT TO INJURY’ is appropriate.

I feel very sorry for the 911 first responders, in NYC, who are struggling to stay alive..suffering like hell..and they are ‘pissed on’.

Unfortunately, this is just another episode of disgusting treatment.

When I finally die from my 911 injuries my wife has agreed to throw my ashes off the Golden Gate Bridge. The Pacific Ocean will be my memorial.

The 911 first responders have no memorial….it reminds me of Charles Dickens…” They had better hurry-up and die”…because they are a nuisance.

In some ways; including this example, those who died immediately were the ‘lucky ones’.

Finally, I never expected any reward or recognition for anything I did during my 25 years as an unpaid volunteer or at 911; however, I didn’t expect to get ‘pissed on’ either.

Personally, I would do it all over again but I don’t think many first responders..sick and injured….and mistreated would.

First responders dieing from their 911 injuries will not have any memorial..and they arn’t even allowed to the ceremony honoring the victims …..we destroyed our health trying to save.

I feel physically ill like I want to vomit.

About amerrescue

Prior to 911, I was the most experienced rescue person, in the world. Permanently disabled from 911, I have changed my life-focus towards preventing bureaucracy and vested financial interests from causing the deaths of 200,000 children per year. I am promoting the belief that the lives of children are more important than American Insurance Company Shareholder profits. International Disaster Reduction Institute Institute of International Disaster January 2010 – Present (3 years 10 months)worldwide The world's most experienced Rescuer/Disaster Mitigation Management Expert , crawling inside of 896 collapsed buildings at 100+ disaster events during war, peace and revolution Plus a lifetime of High Adventure; including, an undercover cop. .At almost 3,000 serious life threatening events and the medical survival from enough toxins to kill 200+ people, I am probably the world's leading survivor, from death. Survival Scientist Linkedin Profile: Summary saving lives, reducing suffering. "You must not only be good. You must be wise and wise enough to know who is good." doug copp Sometimes it is NOT enough to do good things ..you must be strong enough to endure the attack...that will follow; especially if you are trying to place children's lives ahead of USA Insurance Company Profits...crawling inside of 896 collapsed buildings helped to give me the courage that it takes; especially, considering that I have been sick every single day; since 911. FYI: USA Insurance companies oppose my 'triangle of life' survival method; because, 90% of the children would survive; instead of 98% dead. This translates into//actuarial tables indicate, survivor's seeking compensation for trauma (physical or mental) with a net result of diminished shareholder return. The insurance Company Executives told us: ” We are in the business of maximizing shareholder return..NOT..saving lives.” The USA School Boards have been told by their Insurance Carriers that their policies would be terminated or the premium would become extreme..if the children are allowed to survive, following my method. I tried to learn: I am responsible for 'what I do' and for 'what I do NOT do'. I am responsible for 'MY actions'. I am not responsible for what other people do. I discovered: that people never regret 'doing the right thing'. They only regret 'doing the wrong thing'. A life devoid of 'something worth dying for', is a life, 'not worth living'. Do all the living you can; while you can. 650,000 people died, at the major disasters I worked at..I have seen things that you cannot imagine. For all the persecution, hatred, violence and disgusting behavior that I have endured; in fighting against, evil, greedy bastards who exploited the helpless and preyed upon people..I am glad that I always did 'the right thing'. I always stood up; many times, by myself; but never alone.. If you can't be YOURSELF then who can you be?
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One Response to 911 First responders ‘pissed on’ AGAIN !

  1. Taz says:

    911 was an inside job people

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